Jocelyn Flores Lyrics By XXXTENTACION
I know you so well, so well
I mean, I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty
I know you're somewhere, somewhere
I've been trapped in my mind, girl, just holdin' on
I don't wanna pretend we're somethin', we're nothin'
I've been stuck thinkin' 'bout her, I can't hold on
I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain
I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change
Suicidal, same time I'm tame
Picture this, in bed, get a phone call
Girl that you fucked with killed herself
That was this summer and nobody helped
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
Wanna fuckin' end it, pessimistic
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But **** been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions, fuckin' sickenin'
At the same time, memories surface through the grapevine
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
Post-traumatic stress got me fucked up
Been fucked up since the couple months they had a **** locked up
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I know you so well, I know you well
I mean, I can do anything, I do, he can
I've been pretty
I know you so well
